The silence that followed the vow of war was not a peaceful one. It was the thick, cloying silence of a tomb that has just been sealed, holding its breath. The warmth of the broth was a fleeting memory in their stomachs, a tiny, defiant spark against the immense cold of their suffering. But that spark could not hold back the inevitable tide.
The pain returned not as a sharp scream, but as a slow, inexorable pressure, a deep, throbbing anguish that rose from the stitches like a poison seepage. It was a burning, itching presence, a feeling of unclean things crawling and burrowing under their skin, each heartbeat a dull, punishing thud that echoed through their skulls.
Shiro was the first to break. A violent shiver wracked his frame, his teeth chattering like dice in a cup. "C…cold," he stammered, his voice already thin and reedy. "It's inside the bones. Why is it inside the bones?"
They were at his side instantly, a united front. Statera pressed a cool cloth to his burning forehead while Nyxara tucked the furs more securely around his shivering bod, "My rain baby," she murmured, her voice a low, steady chant against his rising panic. "The body must burn out the filth their blades left behind. It is a terrible, good fire."
"It doesn't feel good," he whimpered, his mind already beginning to unravel at the edges. "It feels… wrong. Like something's..."
Across from him, Kuro watched through a haze of his own grinding, focused agony. The pain in his eye socket was a drill bit of white hot iron, boring into the core of his being. He held himself rigid, a statue of endured torment, but a fine, constant tremor ran through his hands.
"He always did have a flair for the dramatic," Kuro gritted out, each word a carefully measured exhalation to avoid jarring his head. "A little fever and he sees monsters in the shadows."
Nyxara dabbed a salve around the angry, swollen edges of his wound. "And you, my little storm? What do you see when you close your eye? Do you see the calm, strategic centre of the tempest? Or do you just see the same pain, wrapped in a prettier silence?"
Kuro's good eye flashed toward her. "I see that this is a waste of time. Lying here. Waiting. We should be… planning. Not… convalescing." A particularly sharp throb made him suck in a sharp breath. "Fuck…," he whispered, the word a confession of weakness.
"Planning what, precisely?" Statera asked, not looking up from Shiro. "A military campaign from your sickbed? The strategy of how to vomit with dignity?"
"Anything!" Kuro's voice rose, strained and tight. "This… this helplessness is a worse torture than the needle. At least that was… action. This is just… decay."
His words were swallowed by a low moan from Shiro. The fever had him fully in its grip now. His muttering began, fragments of a past life surfacing like corpses in a flood.
"The… the stones are slippery… Aki, don't let go… the smoke… it smells like her hair…" His voice was a ghost's whisper, echoing in the silent chamber. "They're laughing… why are they always laughing?"
"Hush, our love," they whispered together, Statera clutching his hand while Nyxara brushed the hair from his damp brow. "That is not here. That is an echo. Listen to our voices. We are here."
"Is he?" Kuro rasped, his own pain making him cruel. "Or is the real Shiro lost in that plaza, and we're just talking to the ghost he left behind?"
"Kuro!" Nyxara's voice was a whip crack of disapproval. "Do not."
"Why not?" he shot back, a desperate anger in his eye. "He's not the only one who was carved open! He's not the only one who has to lie here and feel his body betray him! At least his scars are on the outside! What about the ones you can't stitch? What about the ones that just… fester?"
His outburst left him panting, the effort costing him dearly. The room fell silent save for Shiro's feverish murmurs.
It was Lucifera who spoke from her shadowed corner, her voice a calm, dispassionate ripple in the turbulent air. "The question is not invalid. The psychological wounds are often more septic than the physical. However, his methodology is flawed. Taunting the feverish is not a proven therapeutic technique."
Nyxara let out a breath, her shoulders slumping. She looked from one son to the other, one lost in a hell of memory, the other trapped in a hell of present agony. "You are both here," she said, her voice heavy with exhaustion. "Your bodies are here, in this room, fighting to live. That is the only strategy that matters today. Not kingdoms, not wars. Just the next breath. The next heartbeat."
As if in response, Shiro's muttering shifted. His eye opened, but it was blind, fixed on some horror only he could see. "The X… it's not a brand. It's a… a seal. And it's cracking. I can hear him… on the other side. Scratching."
A profound chill swept through the room. Statera froze, the cloth still in her hand. Nyxara's face paled.
Kuro, however, stared at his brother, his own pain forgotten for a moment. "Hear who?" he asked, his voice low and urgent.
"Ryo in the Keep," Shiro whispered, before his eyes rolled back and a fresh wave of tremors took him. "He's… whispering my name."
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The fever did not break cleanly. It was a siege. For hours, Shiro drifted in and out of terrifying lucidity, but the visions shifted from the cosmic horror of Ryo to the brutal, grounded trauma of his past.
His back suddenly arched off the divan, a raw, guttural scream tearing from him, a sound entirely different from the pain of the needle. This was the terror of a cornered animal.
"No! Not the alley! Please, not the alley!" he shrieked, his hands flying up to protect his face. "I didn't do anything! I was just there! I was just existing!"
Statera and Nyxara were on him in an instant, their movements a synchronized response to this new old agony. Statera pressed down on his shoulders while Nyxara caught his flailing wrists, their voices overlapping in a desperate chorus.
"You are not in the alley, my rain baby," Statera insisted, her face close to his. "You are home. You are safe with us."
"Feel the furs, Shiro," Nyxara urged, guiding his trembling hand to the soft pelts beneath him. "This is real. We are real. Your mothers are here."
But he was lost in the memory, his one good eye wide and unseeing, fixed on the ghosts of his tormentors. "Don't! Don't! My ribs…!" He gasped, a horrible, wet sound, his body curling in on itself as if absorbing phantom blows. "Aki… where's mama Yuki? MAMA! PLEASE ANYONE!"
The name of his long dead mother, cried out into the present, was a knife in the hearts of the women who loved him now. They held him tighter, their own tears falling.
"We are here, my son," they whispered together, a united front against the past. "We are your mothers now. We will not leave you. No one will hurt you here."
Shiro's cries dissolved into broken, wet sobs. "They kept kicking… my ankle… I heard it snap. It sounded like a dry branch." He whimpered, his voice that of the child he had been. "And my fingers… they stamped on my fingers… three of them… for trying to hold onto a locket… it had her picture… Now its gone"
His words painted a visceral, brutal picture. A group of nobles, a boy in the wrong place, a life deemed worthless. The specific, clinical details, the broken ribs, the shattered ankle, the crushed fingers, were more horrifying than any abstract scream.
"They called me gutter rat," he mumbled, his strength fading, slipping back into the delirium. "Said I was spoiling their view… just by breathing… just by being alive…"
From her shadowed corner, Lucifera did not move. Her face remained a mask of obsidian impassivity. But internally, a seismic shift occurred. A feeling, alien and unwelcome, twisted deep in her chest, a sharp, piercing ache that felt dangerously like a fracture. She had dissected living beings and felt nothing. But hearing this boy, her nephew, beg for a mother who had been dust for years, recount a childhood of such casual, brutal violence… it made the perfectly ordered structure of her heart feel as if it might shatter. She did not understand the sensation. She simply endured it, her hands clenched into white knuckled fists behind her back.
"He's shivering again," Statera said, her voice raw as she tucked the furs around Shiro's trembling form.
"The memory is a cold prison," Nyxara replied, stroking his hair, her multi hued light a soft blanket over him. "We have to bring him back to our warmth. Shiro, listen to me. You are our son. You are loved so much."
Slowly, the violent tremors subsided, the phantom pains of a broken ankle and crushed fingers receding before the relentless, real warmth of their presence. His breathing evened out, the frantic terror replaced by exhaustion. He was still deep in the fever, but the nightmare had loosened its grip, forced back by the shield of a motherhood he had never dared to dream of.
The sudden quiet was deafening. Statera sagged into her chair, her hands trembling uncontrollably now that this particular crisis had passed.
Then, just as suddenly, he would collapse back into incoherence, babbling about rain slicked cobblestones and the scent of burning sugar. The stitches on his face grew inflamed, weeping a clear, sinister fluid that Statera constantly dabbed away, her own face a mask of grim concentration. The room filled with the scent of sweat, fear, and the faint, sweet rotten odour of a healing wound turning a corner.
Kuro could only endure. Each of Shiro's cries was a fresh needle in his own brain. His strategic mind, so desperate for a problem to solve, was useless against the formless enemy of sepsis and delirium. He watched his mother's face, seeing the reflection of his own helplessness in her exhausted eyes.
"Is this what it means to be a ruler?" he muttered during a brief lull in Shiro's torment. "To lie on your back and listen to your kingdom fall apart around you?"
"A ruler fights with the tools it has," Nyxara replied, not looking at him, her gaze fixed on Shiro's restless form. "Sometimes the only tool is endurance. Sometimes the greatest victory is simply surviving the night."
Lucifera, ever the observer, provided a bleak commentary. "The body's battle is a microcosm of war. The fever is an invasive army."
Finally, near dawn, the siege ended. The terrible heat broke in a great, drenching sweat that soaked Shiro's tunic and the furs beneath him. The tension left his body all at once, leaving him so limp and pale he seemed a corpse. The muttering ceased, replaced by the soft, shallow whisper of true sleep.
The sudden quiet was deafening. Statera sagged into her chair, her hands trembling uncontrollably now that the crisis had passed. The cloth fell from her numb fingers.
In the grey, pre dawn light, Kuro was the first to speak, his voice rough but clear of the fever's haunting imagery.
"He was right, you know," he said, staring at the ceiling as if he could see through the stone to the distant Black Keep. "We can't just wait to be hunted again. Next time, he won't send two blades in the dark. He'll bring the army of the Astralon on our heads."
"We know," Statera said softly, the words a sigh.
"But we are not just two people," Kuro insisted, the strategist in him clawing its way to the surface through the pain. "There must be others. Others who hate him. This palace… this 'Nyxarion'… it can't be empty. There must be a court. Someone."
Nyxara and Statera exchanged a long, unreadable look. A silent conversation passed between them, filled with the weight of failed alliances and broken trust.
"There are… factions," Nyxara admitted carefully, choosing her words. "But they are not an army. They are a nest of vipers, each waiting for the others to weaken. Trusting them is as dangerous as facing Ryo alone."
"Then we don't trust them," Kuro said, his mind working now, a sharp glint in his good eye. "We use them. We find their hatred for Ryo and we point it, like a weapon. But first," he added, a wave of dizziness making him close his eye, "first, I need to be able to stand without wanting to vomit."
A faint, weary smile touched Statera's lips. "An admirable goal, storm baby. Let's start with that."
The scene ended as the first true light of dawn, pale and weak, touched the highest crystals of the windows. It was a new day. The battle of the fever was won. The longer, colder war of recovery and preparation had just begun. And in the quiet, the King's whisper, whether real or fever dream, hung in the air like a promise of blood.
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