The heavy nebula wood door sighed shut behind Statera, sealing the three women inside a tense, triangular standoff. The air, still vibrating from Lucifera's thunderclap slap and the psychic aftershock of her furious declaration, was thick enough to drink, a cloying mélange of ozone, charred sugar, and the metallic tang of impending crisis.
Nyxara remained on the floor, one hand pressed against her flaming cheek, the other braced against the cold stone. The two impacts, physical and psychological, reverberated through her in conflicting waves. Lucifera's words, "You will be the pole star… even if you have to fake the light," were a brutal mantra against the searing pain on her face. It was a command, a challenge, an impossibility.
Her mind was a screeching vortex. Fake the light. How could she? The light was gone. Extinguished by the flat, dead certainty in Ryo's eyes, shattered by the cold glint of the Oji ring on Corvin's finger, drowned in the accusing stares of her own council. The foundation of her entire being, her judgment, her trust, her resolve was dust.
But Lucifera was still there, a statue of furious light, her brilliant white gaze burning away the fog of despair. Statera was there, her Polaris composure a familiar, if currently terrifying, anchor in the raging sea. They were waiting. The Queen was on the floor. The woman was broken. But the crown, however tarnished, was still on her head.
The weight of their expectant silence was heavier than the leaden cloak of her failure.
With a shuddering breath that felt like drawing glass into her lungs, Nyxara moved. It was not a graceful rise. It was a slow, painful uncurling, a pushing upward against the gravity of a world that wanted to crush her. Her muscles screamed in protest, every joint aching with a deep, spiritual fatigue. She did not look at them as she gained her feet, her focus inward, a desperate gathering of scattered, terrified pieces.
She could feel their eyes on her: Lucifera's challenging, impatient glare; Statera's anxious, sorrowful watchfulness.
She turned her back to them, facing the pulsating, sickly heart of Algol in the Celestial Tapestry. Its arrhythmic beat was a mirror to her own. She closed her eyes.
Fake the light.
The first shift was subtle. A deep breath. The fine tremor in her hands stilled, not by force of will, but by an act of sheer theatrical defiance. When she opened her eyes again, the swirling, chaotic storm of her multi hued irises began to still, the frantic colours coalescing, cooling, settling into a deep, steady, and terrifyingly calm Polaris blue. The pale, steady luminescence of the North Star seeped into her skin, smoothing the anguish from her features, erasing the flush of the slap beneath a mask of glacial composure. Her posture straightened, the slump of despair replaced by the regal line of her spine. The Queen's mask was not a lie; it was a fortress, and she retreated behind its walls, leaving the weeping woman locked in the dungeon below.
She turned to face them.
The transformation was absolute. Where a moment before a shattered woman had knelt, now stood the Queen of Nyxarion. Her gaze, when it settled on Statera, was not warm, but it was focused. Clear. The voice that emerged from her lips was layered with the resonant, unwavering certainty of Polaris, stripped of all tremors, all hesitation. It was a voice meant to command attention and broker no argument.
"Statera," Nyxara began, the title a formal acknowledgment that reestablished the hierarchy, drawing a line between the personal cataclysm that had just occurred and the business of state. "You said the news could not wait. Deliver your report."
The shift was so sudden, so complete, that even Lucifera's furious energy seemed momentarily checked, a flicker of something akin to grudging respect crossing her features before it was subsumed back into her impatient intensity.
Statera, to her credit, did not falter. She bowed her head slightly, a gesture of deference to the office, if not entirely to the person wearing it in this moment.
"My Queen," she said, her own voice weary but precise. "The situation is deteriorating. Rapidly. The unrest is no longer confined to the council chambers or the whispers of the Algol."
Nyxara's mask did not flicker. She simply waited, a statue of Polaris ice, her hands clasped loosely before her. Inside the fortress, the woman was screaming.
"Reports are flooding in from all sectors," Statera continued, her words quickening with urgency. "The Sirius quarter is in open debate; the binary pulse of their consensus fractured into a dozen competing frequencies. Public arguments erupt in the crystalline plazas. The Polaris lower sectors, those who have clung to your light the longest… even there, the 'Frost Walk' is being discussed not as a discipline, but as a futile gesture. They are cold, My Queen. And fear is a colder master than any winter."
Nyxara's heart gave a sickening lurch. The Polaris. Her people. The bedrock of her support. 'Futile.' The word was a shard of ice in her soul. But outwardly, she only gave a slow, deliberate nod. "Go on."
"The Betelgeuse forges," Statera said, her voice dropping as if the news was too volatile to speak at full volume. "Phthoriel's warriors… their Ember Bursts are being channelled not into defence, but into heated arguments. Brawls have broken out between those who call for immediate, total war despite the truce and those who… who see your parley as a betrayal that must be answered. They are turning their fire on each other."
A vision flashed behind Nyxara's eyes: the great, lava cracked warriors of Betelgeuse, the steadfast guardians of Nyxarion, splintering into factions, their explosive power turned inward. It was a nightmare. The fortress walls of her composure trembled. A single, almost imperceptible crack appeared in the Polaris calm. The porcelain perfection of her skin flickered, and for a microsecond, a web of fine, angry Algol red crackled across her cheekbone, a flash of the volcanic rage and hungry desperation boiling within. It was gone as quickly as it appeared, smoothed over by a monumental effort of will.
"And the Algol?" Nyxara asked, her voice miraculously retaining its steady, analytical tone, though it felt like speaking with ground glass in her throat.
Statera's expression became grim. "Umbra'zel's faction grows stronger by the hour. They are not just hungry; they are evangelists. They preach a new truth: that your truce is a covenant with the void, a promise to deliver the 'strongest and hungriest' of us to Ryo's altar to secure your own power. They are calling it the 'Queen's Tithe.' Their numbers swell with every rumour, every fearful soul looking for a simple answer to a complex terror."
The Queen's Tithe. The phrase was a masterpiece of venomous propaganda. It was the perfect perversion of her intent, the exact fear Kaustirix had seeded in Umbra'zel now spreading like a plague. Inside, the woman in the dungeon howled in denial. The Queen on the throne absorbed the blow without a flinch.
"This is not random dissent," Nyxara stated, her mind, honed by decades of rule, cutting through the emotional horror to the strategic nightmare beneath. "The timing is too perfect. The coordination across clans, too precise. This is a targeted campaign. These whispers have a source." Her Polaris gaze sharpened, focusing on Statera with laser intensity. "What is the factor or rather Who? How is this poison being spread?"
This was the question that truly frightened Statera. She hesitated, a rare show of uncertainty. "That is the most troubling part, Your Majesty. We cannot find one. There are no new proclamations, no missives from Astralon that we have intercepted. The Corvus network, what remains of it that is still loyal, reports… nothing. It is as if the doubts themselves are simply… coalescing from the air. As if they were always there, sleeping, and have now been awakened by a single, silent note we cannot hear."
She took a step closer, her own fear breaking through her professional demeanour. "It is a psychic epidemic. A memetic virus. The people are turning against you not because of evidence, but because of a feeling, a pervasive, instinctual certainty that you have betrayed them. It is in the water. It is in the very light of our fading stars."
The explanation was more terrifying than any tangible threat. An enemy you could not find, could not fight, could not reason with. Kaustirix. It had to be. This was his masterpiece. Not an army at the gates, but a rot in the foundation. He was making her people tear themselves apart for him.
The sheer, brilliant, vicious cruelty of it was too much.
The royal mask shattered.
It did not fall away slowly; it exploded from within.
The steady Polaris blue in her eyes was violently swamped by a whirlpool of Algol red, a torrent of raw, betrayed fury. Her skin, once pale and luminescent, now pulsed with the hot, cracked lightning patterns of a star going supernova. The air around her grew hot, shimmering with the reek of ozone and the cloying sweetness of charred sugar.
"NO!"
The word was a roar, torn from a place deeper than reason, layered with the screaming harmonics of a thousand betrayed ancestors. It was not the controlled voice of a queen, but the raw outcry of a woman pushed to the absolute brink.
"They look at me," she seethed, advancing a step toward Statera, her form flickering dangerously between her solid shape and something more elemental, more volatile, "and they see a monster? They call my peace a tithe? After everything I have endured? After I stood in his house and faced the void itself for them?!"
Her hands clenched into fists at her sides, the veins beneath her skin tracing furious, glowing constellations. "I have given them everything! My youth, my peace, my safety! I carried my father's dream until my back broke under its weight! And for what? For this? For their whispered accusations and their faithless, fearful hearts?!"
"My Queen, you must…" Statera tried, her voice laced with a new, rising panic.
But Nyxara was beyond hearing. The Algol hunger, the desperate, consuming need that she fought to keep suppressed every moment of every day, now surged to the forefront, a ravenous beast finally unleashed.
"LET THEM STARVE!" Nyxara screamed, the words echoing off the obsidian walls, a blasphemy against every tenet of her being. "Let them feel the true cold! Let them choke on their own suspicions! If my compassion is seen as weakness, if my attempt at peace is viewed as treason, then let them have the war they seem to crave! Let them see what happens when the last thread of patience snaps! If they want a butcher for a queen, then perhaps I should…"
"ENOUGH!"
Lucifera's voice was another thunderclap, but this one was not meant to awaken. It was meant to halt. She stepped between Nyxara and a visibly trembling Statera, her Sirius light not furious now, but horrifyingly clear and cold.
"Look at yourself!" Lucifera commanded, her voice cutting through the heat haze of Algol energy. "Listen to the words coming from your mouth! You speak of letting your people starve? Of giving them the butcher they 'deserve'?"
She took another step forward, forcing Nyxara to meet her blazing white gaze. "You are not describing a queen making a hard choice. You are describing Cyanelle."
The name landed with the force of a physical blow. The mad queen. The one who had tried to murder a star in a fit of pique, who saw her people as disobedient children to be punished, not protected.
Nyxara recoiled as if struck. " I am nothing like her!"
"Aren't you?" Statera whispered, her voice thick with a grief that was far more damaging than fear. "She, too, felt betrayed. She, too, believed her people were ungrateful, that they failed to understand her grand design. She, too, decided that if they would not appreciate her light, they could perish in the darkness she would create. Please, My Queen… do not walk that path. I beg you."
For a terrible, suspended moment, the Algol fury burned even hotter, fed by this ultimate accusation. Nyxara's form seemed to swell with incandescent rage, the light in the chamber dipping as if she were drawing all energy into herself for a catastrophic release. Her eyes were pure, unadulterated crimson fire.
"How dare you…" she breathed, the sound like the grinding of tectonic plates. "After all I have sacrificed… you compare me to that… that madwoman?"
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"We dare," Lucifera said, her voice dropping into a deadly calm, "because we are standing with you. And standing with you sometimes means standing in front of you. It means stopping you from becoming the very monster your enemies are painting you to be. This is not strength, Nyxara. This is a tantrum. This is the hurt of a child lashing out at the world. A queen must be better. A queen must endure."
The words did not calm the storm; they simply redirected it inward. The fury, with no external target, collapsed under its own impossible weight. The Algol red in her eyes didn't just recede; it shattered, dissolving into a swirling, chaotic maelstrom of colour, the sorrowful silver of Vega, the exhausted, guttering orange embers of Betelgeuse. The oppressive heat vanished, leaving a sudden, shocking void of cold in its wake. The magnificent, terrifying energy that had filled her dissipated like smoke, leaving behind a vessel that was empty, fragile, and shaking.
She stumbled back, her legs buckling, and caught herself on the edge of the frozen obsidian pool. The fight was gone. Extinguished. All that remained was a hollowed out shell of a ruler, her breath coming in ragged, shallow gasps that sounded dangerously close to sobs.
She looked at her hands, the hands that had moments ago seemed capable of tearing the world apart, as if she didn't recognize them. They were just hands. Small. Useless.
When she spoke again, her voice was a threadbare whisper, stripped of all resonance, all power, all artifice. It was just her voice. Small. Tired. And filled with a despair so profound it was worse than any rage.
"What do they want from me?" she asked the empty air, the question a plea to gods long dead, her gaze drifting between Lucifera's hardened face and Statera's grief stricken one. "What more can I possibly give? What more can I possibly do?"
The chamber was silent, save for the ragged sound of her breathing and the faint, dying crackle of the star on the tapestry. The question hung there, unanswered, the symphony of her failure playing its final, desolate note.
The silence that followed Nyxara's plea was a living thing, a third entity in the room that fed on the scent of charred sugar and despair. It was Statera who finally moved, her steps soft on the polished stone, a direct contrast to Lucifera's earlier violent entrance. She did not try to touch Nyxara, sensing the queen was as fragile as Algol, liable to shatter at the slightest pressure.
"They want what they have always wanted, My Queen," Statera said, her voice a low, steady hum, the familiar resonance of Polaris that had once been Nyxara's bedrock. "They want to be led. They want to be safe. They want to believe the light will not fade."
Nyxara let out a sound that was half laugh, half sob, the bitterness of it scraping her raw throat. "And they believe I am the one snuffing it out."
"They are afraid," Statera corrected gently, though her words held no concession. "There is a difference. Fear is a poison. It distorts perception. It makes allies look like enemies and lifelines look like nooses."
Nyxara's shoulders slumped, the rigid posture of the queen finally breaking completely. The faint, cool luminescence of Polaris that she had so painstakingly summoned flickered and died, leaving her skin pale and utterly human. Her multi hued eyes, when she lifted them, were dim, the vibrant colours muted into a muddy, exhausted swirl. The royal mask was not just off; it lay in pieces at her feet.
"I know they are afraid," she whispered, her voice wavering, stripped of all its commanding layers. It was just her voice. Tired. Defeated. "I can feel it. It's a pressure in the air, a taste of ash on the wind. It's in the way the Betelgeuse embers sputter and the Vega songs crack. But knowing it… understanding it… doesn't make it stop. It doesn't tell me what to do." Her gaze drifted to the portrait of her father. "He would know. He always knew."
"He knew because he allowed himself to not know first," a new voice interjected, sharp but lacking its earlier fury.
Lucifera stepped away from the wall, her Sirius light a subdued, steady pulse. The contempt was gone from her expression, replaced by a look of intense, almost clinical focus. "Eltanar doubted. He questioned. He failed. Publicly. The treaty with the Southern Plexus that collapsed after a cycle. The misjudgement that led to the Great Frost Quake. He bore the weight of those failures. He didn't hide from them in his chambers. He stood before the people and he said, 'I was wrong. I will learn. We will adapt.' That is why they followed him. Not because he was infallible. Because he was resolute in his humanity."
Nyxara stared at her, the words so contrary to the perfect, saintly image of her father she held in her heart. "He… he never spoke of those."
"Of course he didn't," Lucifera said, a hint of her old impatience returning. "He was a king, not a historian documenting his own flaws for posterity. But we remember. The Sirius remember. His strength was not in avoiding error, but in integrating it. You have made an error in judgment. A catastrophic one. The trust you placed was violated. The strategy you pursued has been turned against you. The question is not whether you should have known. The question is what you will build from the wreckage."
Statera nodded, her expression grave. "Lucifera speaks harshly, but she is not wrong. To address the people now, in this state, with this… memetic poison coiling through the city… it would be a disaster. They would see your pain, your uncertainty, and they would devour you with it. Kaustirix would win without firing a single shot. He has already fired it. The shot was doubt."
Nyxara wrapped her arms around herself, a shiver wracking her frame despite the room's stable temperature. The two women were offering not comfort, but a brutal roadmap forward. There was no solace, only a stark choice: succumb or rebuild.
"I…" she began, her voice breaking. She cleared her throat, trying to find a sliver of the steel that had carried her into the Obsidian Throne Room. "I cannot… I look at them and I see their fear, and all I see reflected back is my own failure. I need… I need a moment. Not to hide," she added quickly, seeing Lucifera's eyes narrow. "But to… to find the ground beneath my feet again. To remember who I am without the crown, before I can remember how to wear it."
The admission was a humbling, terrifying thing for a queen to voice. It was an acknowledgment of a crack in the foundation of the world itself. She was asking for a stay of execution, not from her council, but from herself.
Lucifera studied her for a long, silent moment, her head tilted as if listening to a frequency only she could hear. The binary pulse of her energy seemed to assess, to calculate. Finally, she gave a single, sharp nod. "A moment is a luxury. One we may not have. But a leader who charges into a storm without a compass is a fool, not a hero. Find your north, Nyxara. But find it quickly."
Statera's relief was palpable. "The council can be managed. The factions can be watched. We will contain what we can. We will use the time to search for the source of this… psychic whisper. There must be an origin point, a catalyst. We will find it."
The 'we' was not lost on Nyxara. It was a lifeline, thrown not from pity, but from strategic necessity. They were not abandoning her; they were buying an asset time to recalibrate.
"Thank you," Nyxara whispered, the words inadequate but all she had.
"Do not thank us," Lucifera said, turning to leave, her robes whispering against the floor. "Earn it. The woman who faced Ryo Oji is in there. The queen who believed in a dream so fiercely she walked into the serpent's den for it is in there. Find her. Drag her back to the surface. We will hold the line. For now."
With that, she was gone, the door closing behind her with a soft, definitive click, leaving Nyxara alone with Statera.
The Polaris councillor offered a final, sorrowful smile. "We have not given up on you, My Queen. Please, do not give up on yourself." Then she, too, departed.
The heavy silence rushed back in, but it felt different now. It was no longer a suffocating weight of despair, but a charged space, a vacuum waiting to be filled. Nyxara was alone again, but the solitude was no longer a prison; it was a crucible.
She stood motionless for a long time, listening to the ragged echo of her own breath slowly even out. She looked at her father's portrait, but now she saw not a perfect, untouchable saint, but a man. A man who had failed. A man who had doubted. A man who had gotten back up.
Slowly, hesitantly, she walked to where the river stone had skittered away. She knelt, her joints protesting, and picked it up. It's cool, unchanging smoothness was a shock against her feverish palm.
"A stone endures frost, flood, and fire. It is patient. It is sure of what it is."
The silence that followed Statera and Lucifera's departure was a different creature than the one that had preceded it. That earlier silence had been a tomb, heavy and suffocating, filled with the dust of failure. This new silence was a crucible. It was a space of immense pressure and potential, waiting for the alchemy of will to begin.
Nyxara stood at its centre, the river stone a cool, inert weight in her palm. The faint, steady Polaris light she had managed to summon clung to her skin like a shroud, a feeble imitation of the certainty she had once worn as armour. It was a lie, a performance for an empty room, and the effort of maintaining it made her bones ache. With a shuddering exhale, she let it go. The light died, and she was just a woman again, standing in the gloom of a dying star's heart.
The collapse was not dramatic. It was a slow, inevitable folding inward. Her knees gave way, and she sank to the floor, not in a heap of despair, but with a weary, boneless finality. She drew her legs up to her chest, resting her forehead on her knees, making herself small against the vast, cold emptiness of the chamber. The stone was still in her hand, pressed against her heart.
What do they want from me?
The question echoed in the hollowed out space of her mind, but it had changed. It was no longer a plea to the uncaring universe; it was a demand she directed at herself. It was the first, raw scrape of a shovel against bedrock.
She replayed Statera's words. They want to be led. They want to be safe. It sounded so simple. A child's need. But how did one lead when the path was obscured by one's own shattered confidence? How did one provide safety when the very act of trying had made her people feel more endangered than ever?
And Lucifera. "The woman who faced Ryo Oji is in there. Find her. Drag her back to the surface."
Nyxara squeezed her eyes shut, trying to conjure that woman. She saw the carriage ride to the Black Keep, the oppressive weight of the decision, the cold dread that had been a constant companion. But she also remembered the resolve, the diamond hard core of purpose that had allowed her to step out into that ash strewn courtyard and meet the Butcher King's gaze. Where had that resolve come from? It had been born of desperation, yes, but also of a pure, unshakeable belief in the rightness of her father's dream. A belief that had felt as solid and real as the stone in her hand.
Now, that belief felt like a phantom limb. She could remember the sensation of it, the comfort and strength it had provided, but when she reached for it, there was only a ghost of a feeling, a memory of certainty that had been annihilated by Ryo's dead eyed calculation and Corvin's… Corvin's betrayal.
A fresh wave of anguish, hot and acidic, washed over her. It wasn't just the political implications or the strategic disaster. It was the personal, intimate evisceration of it. Corvin had been her shadow, her confidant, the one fixed point in her universe outside of her own father's memory. He had seen her at her most vulnerable, her most afraid, her most triumphant. He had been the keeper of her secrets and the silent guardian of her reign. To have that loyalty be a lie… it wasn't just a betrayal of a queen; it was a violation of a soul.
She had built her entire understanding of the world on the premise that some trusts were absolute. That some bonds were beyond the corruption of power and ambition. She had believed that because she needed to believe it. Because the alternative, that everyone had a price, that every allegiance was conditional, was a truth too desolate to bear. Ryo lived in that desolation. Was that his ultimate victory? Not just to break her nation, but to force her to see the world through his void like eyes? To become him?
The thought was so abhorrent it snapped her head up, her breath catching in her throat. No. That was the true surrender. That was the madness of Cyanelle.
Her eyes fell upon the river stone. She uncurled her fingers and stared at it, this utterly ordinary piece of the world. Her father's voice, warm and impossibly large, echoed in the deep places of her memory.
"It does not try to be a star."
The simplicity of the statement struck her with the force of a revelation. The stone had no aspirations. It did not strive for brilliance. It did not fret over its purpose or question its place in the cosmos. It simply was. It endured. It existed in a state of perfect, unassuming integrity.
She, Nyxara, had spent her entire life trying to be a star. To be the brilliant, unifying light her father had been. To hold the entire fractured legacy of Nyxarion in her being and shine with a light so pure it could banish the void itself. It was a beautiful, impossible, crushing burden. And she had failed. Spectacularly.
But what if… what if she stopped trying to be the star?
The thought was heresy. It was the undoing of her very identity. Yet, it lingered, a quiet, subversive whisper in the ruins of her soul.
What if her role was not to be the source of light, but the thing upon which the light could fall and be reflected? What if her duty was not to have all the answers, but to hold the space for the questions? Not to be the unbreakable pole star, but the steady, enduring stone in the river, around which the currents of fear and hope could flow without washing everything away?
It was a humbler vision. A quieter one. It required a strength far different from the brilliant, consuming fire of stellar power. It required the strength to be still. To be patient. To be present, even when being present was agony.
She thought of Eltanar, not as the saintly king of her idolatry, but as Lucifera had described him: a man who had failed, publicly, and had stood before his people to acknowledge it. His strength hadn't been in his infallibility, but in his unwavering commitment to the process of learning, of adapting, of continuing. He hadn't been a fixed star; he had been a growing tree, bending in the storm but never breaking because his roots were deep in the earth of his values.
Her roots felt shallow, torn, exposed. But they were not gone.
Slowly, deliberately, she pushed herself to her feet. Her body felt old, every muscle protesting. She walked to the frozen obsidian pool, her reflection wavering in its depthless surface. She saw a woman with tired eyes, her face still marked by the ghost of Lucifera's slap and the tracks of dried tears. She saw the cracks. She saw the fragility.
But she also saw the eyes of Eltanar's daughter. She saw the lips that had spoken of peace to a tyrant. She saw the hands that had signed a truce, however fragile. These were not the attributes of a monster or a madwoman. They were the attributes of someone who had tried, and failed, and was still standing.
The faint, steady light began to emanate from her skin once more. This time, she did not force it. She did not command it. She simply allowed it. It was not the brilliant, defiant beacon of before, but a softer, more determined glow, the colour of moonlight on snow. It was not a mask. It was an acknowledgment. A statement of presence.
I am here. I am broken. But I am not gone.
The swirling chaos in her eyes began to settle, not into a single, solid colour, but into a slower, more deliberate rotation, each hue distinct, the blue of Polaris resolve, the red of Algol passion, the silver of Vega sorrow, the orange of Betelgeuse will and all the clans that have been instilled. Each a part of her legacy. Each a part of the fracture. She would not try to force them into a false, unified whole. She would let them be. She would learn from their discord.
She looked toward the door, toward the city full of fearful, fracturing people. She had asked for a moment, and her allies had granted it. It was a precious, precarious gift.
She would not waste it in self pity. She would use it to learn how to be a stone.
The path ahead was shrouded in fog, her compass spinning, but for the first time since the Conclave, she felt a tremor of something other than dread. It was not hope. Not yet.
It was the simple, terrifying decision to take the next breath. And then the one after that. The work of reassembling a soul was not a grand spectacle. It was a quiet, internal excavation, done one breath, one moment, one shattered star at a time. And it began now.
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