Raon was dumbfounded. What on earth was he doing over there?He stopped in his tracks, staring straight at Siwoo. Startled by the look, Siwoo scrambled to his feet, his pale face flushing red in an instant."I—I didn’t know where I was supposed to stand…""…"Now even Siwoo’s whole body had turned crimson. Fresh out of a separate shower, he wore only a long bathrobe, the loose fabric revealing more skin than it hid. Raon’s gaze unconsciously drifted over him.Always covered in uniform or combat gear, Siwoo’s physique had been easy to overlook—but up close, it was well-built, his skin white as snow and his muscles neat and firm. He was tall, and Raon had thought him on the slimmer side compared to other Espers, yet stripped down, he clearly wasn’t."Hyung?""Ah."That brought Raon back to himself. He realized how awkwardly Siwoo was standing there and lifted his eyes from where they’d wandered down his legs."Why are you so tense? You’re making me embarrassed now.""S-sorry.""It’s fine. You don’t need to apologize."Raon gave a short laugh and stepped closer to him.What was he supposed to do with this innocent kid? The thought crossed his mind that maybe insertion guiding was still too soon for Siwoo."Uh, Raon?""Yeah?""I was thinking about something.""What kind of something?"Maybe Siwoo had realized the same thing—that this wasn’t right. Raon tilted his head, half expecting a change of heart. If Siwoo wanted to back out, he certainly wouldn’t force him.But what Siwoo said next went far beyond what Raon had expected."I heard from one of my classmates that, um, when people do insertion guiding these days, it’s not always the Guide who… you know, takes the receiving role. Since Espers have trouble controlling strength, sometimes they switch positions instead…""…"“I mean… I thought maybe I could be the one to do it…”Avoiding Raon’s gaze, Siwoo mumbled with a face so red it looked ready to explode.Raon was at a loss for words.Because Espers were usually larger than Guides physically, when insertion guiding was involved and both parties were the same sex, the Guide naturally ended up in the receiving role. And for Raon as a Guide, that had always felt more familiar.But among younger ability users these days, there didn’t seem to be any lingering assumption that the Guide ❖ Nоvеl𝚒ght ❖ (Exclusive on Nоvеl𝚒ght) had to be the one receiving. Raon had even heard of Espers like Siwoo, who, worried about hurting their Guides, voluntarily offered to switch roles.Still, the idea of making someone as young as Siwoo not only do this kind of thing, but also shoulder the burden of a more demanding position—it was the last thing Raon wanted.Even so, knowing that Siwoo was worrying about him this much… it didn’t feel bad. Actually, it was kind of moving.Raon let out a quiet laugh and stepped closer to him.“Thanks for thinking of me.”“Then…”"But what should I do, Siwoo?""...?"Raon closed the distance, pressing himself flush against Siwoo, who stood awkwardly in place. When Siwoo flinched and stepped back in alarm, Raon didn’t let him escape—he kept close, pushing forward until Siwoo’s legs hit the edge of the bed and he toppled backward onto it."Ugh."“I already came out prepared to let you take me… so we’ll have to use this place tonight, won’t we?”"...!"Han Raon straddled Yoon Siwoo and smiled faintly as he took his hand. Then he slipped it through the parted folds of his gown, guiding it to the slick heat between his thighs. He’d already prepared himself in the shower—loosened, ready.The moment Siwoo’s fingers brushed that place, his face flushed crimson, as if it might explode.“I put in all that effort getting ready, so… it’d be a waste not to use it, right?”“…”Siwoo, completely out of it, couldn’t even answer. The stimulation of his first time was clearly overwhelming. Raon’s smile deepened as he lowered his head.“Mmh.”“Mm—”Raon cupped Siwoo’s jaw with one hand and pressed their mouths together.What they’d done before—mucosal guiding—had only been for stabilization, but this was something far thicker, deeper. When Raon pushed his tongue inside, sweeping along the roof of Siwoo’s mouth, the taller man’s whole body shuddered.“Ugh—Raon.”“Haah…”Raon broke the kiss, breathing hotly against his lips. They’d only kissed, yet his body was already burning.And who was it that said he couldn’t touch someone that young?He gave a short, self-mocking laugh and slipped the gown off Siwoo’s shoulders. Smooth, white skin, framed by firm muscle, came into view.“It’s all right, Siwoo. I’ll take care of everything.”“Ah…”“You just stay still.”Raon whispered the words and lifted his hand, stroking across Siwoo’s chest. Even that light trace of his fingers made Siwoo jolt as if hit by a current. Raon’s hand moved in quiet fascination over skin as soft as silk.Smooth and white—his body was built beautifully. Is it because of his water ability that his skin’s this clear?The idle thought passed through Raon’s head as he buried his face against Siwoo’s neck. The more his palm explored, the stronger the urge grew to taste the same skin he was touching.“Mm.”He opened his mouth wide and took a mouthful of pale skin. Siwoo always carried that cool, clean scent—like water itself, calm and fresh. Fresh from the shower, his skin was even softer, slicker beneath Raon’s lips. He sucked and kissed along Siwoo’s neck and shoulder, watching faint red marks bloom almost instantly, and smiled in satisfaction.“Haah… Raon.”“Yeah?”He was absorbed in marking the other’s body when Siwoo let out a wet sigh and called his name. Raon looked up, breathless, flushed.“I… want to do it too.”“Mhm.”Siwoo’s dark eyes were full of heat. The sight made Raon nod without hesitation.“All right. Go ahead.”“Yes.”At Raon’s quiet permission, Siwoo rose as if he’d been waiting for it.Just like Raon had done, he buried his face near Raon’s collarbone and drew in a deep breath.It made Raon feel a little self-conscious. Still, he’d showered right before—there shouldn’t be any strange scent. He gently stroked the back of Siwoo’s head.“Mm.”But Siwoo didn’t stop at licking and kissing. Worked up, he bit down hard enough for pain to flare.Right… he tore up my neck the last time he lost control, too.Raon hadn’t thought that might be a habit in bed.He muttered inwardly and shifted his hips, already knowing without looking that his neck and collarbone must be a mess. With a small wince, he grabbed the back of Siwoo’s head and pulled him away.“Haah… that’s enough.”“Ah…”Siwoo’s eyes were even more glazed than before. Seeing that dazed, heated look, Raon’s lips curved upward.It felt like time to move to the next step. His gaze drifted lower.“Mhm.”Unlike himself, who had only slipped his gown halfway off, Siwoo had undone his all the way down.Siwoo’s cock, which had been hidden behind fabric, was fully hard—standing straight and erect.Raon was struck speechless the moment he saw it.How could something like that be attached to such a pretty face?Faced with how rough and much bigger it was than he'd imagined, his confidence faltered.He’d spent careful time in the shower prepping and stretching himself—but now, he wasn’t sure it would even matter.Should  I say I can’t go through with it—even now?Raon hesitated, still holding Siwoo’s cock carefully in his hand, lost in doubt.“Ah… Raon,” Siwoo gasped.“……”But when he looked at Siwoo’s flushed face, dazed with arousal, he couldn’t bring himself to say they should stop.With a complicated expression, Raon began to move his hand.Fine. Let’s at least try it.It’s not like I’ll die, right? People don’t die that easily.Muttering to himself, he pulled out the pre-prepared gel. Since it was a guiding thread for insertion guidance, it contained all sorts of things besides the gel. Ignoring the other items, Raon generously applied the gel, slathering it thickly onto Siwoo's penis and his own anus. Then, lifting his hips, he positioned himself so the glans touched his lower opening.It felt like all he had to do now was lower his hips.Raon took a deep breath. With one hand still wrapped around Siwoo’s cock, he slowly lowered himself.He could feel it vividly—the thick head parting him open, pressing in bit by bit.“Haah—”“Raon, are you okay?”Siwoo pulled him close by the waist, voice full of concern.But Raon didn’t have the presence of mind to answer.“Ah—ngh… ahh…”It was harder than he’d expected.He’d barely managed to take in just the tip, yet it felt like he might gag from deep in his throat—even though it wasn’t his throat at all.Opening himself up to take in a man’s cock was far more overwhelming than he’d imagined.But backing out now wasn’t an option.Raon gritted his teeth and tried to endure it. Sweat beaded on his smooth forehead.“Ugh, I’m… okay—”He finally managed to open his mouth and say something——but something felt off.Frowning, Raon lifted his head.Then froze when he saw Siwoo’s face.“…Are you crying?”Out of nowhere, Siwoo was crying—tears spilling down in streams.Raon stared at him, stunned.

If you find any errors ( broken links, non-standard content, etc.. ), Please let us know < report chapter > so we can fix it as soon as possible.